Another week… 5 more days of IV’s… more fatigued than we knew was possible… headaches are almost constant… this battle is fierce…
We are tired.
We hurt.
We are so weak.
We cannot concentrate.
We are lonely.
We feel very discouraged.
BUT
We won’t quit.
We are tough.
We will push through.
We will stick together.
We are clinging onto HOPE.
With Lyme dead and constant detoxing underway… these other diseases are showing their ugly faces and showing off with all kinds of awful symptoms. I find myself scared half of the day. Worrying about all the new things happening in our bodies, worried about how I can press through this new day and be a good mom, wife, patient, and coach. Stressed about paying all these big bills that are endless.
Basically… my head is spinning with all these things that are life as we know it today. I wish that this could be a positive and uplifting post, but it is honest and raw because it is our life right now. What I do know is that somehow, somewhere or for someone… God has a plan in all of it. So, as I close my laptop tonight; I am choosing once again to lay down my worries, stresses, burdens, hopes, dreams, my hubby, and each of these precious kiddos at the very feet of The One who holds Heaven and Earth. He is good and I choose to give Him my BeautyFULL mess tonight!
Sincerely, Dani
Rest in HIS hope tonight with me:
Jeremiah 32:17 Ah, Lord GOD! It is you who have made the heavens and the earth by your great power and by your outstretched arm! Nothing is too hard for you.
Joshua 1:9, “Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous! Do not tremble or be dismayed, for the LORD your God is with you wherever you go.”
Isaiah 41:10, “Do not fear, for I am with you; Do not anxiously look about you, for I am your God. I will strengthen you, surely I will help you, Surely I will uphold you with My righteous right hand.”