Update from Tennessee and Oahu: that’s right… once again; running from pain. Overwhelmed with all the emotions each of us face each day. I struggle with wanting to wake up each morning just to know I’ll likely be facing crippling pain… a horrible nightmare from the past three years and we thought it was behind us. It’s literally been like living in a horror movie day after day. We pray it won’t be and honestly do our best to expect a good night… we try to live each moment with our family to its fullest, never knowing if it’s our last… it’s been so very HARD guys.
Our kiddos are beyond tough and yet even the toughest break at some point… Cory is tirelessly at my side with cramped hands after hours of the most intense and deep massage in my neck and shoulders. He wakes early to help with kids, breakfast, school, he works beyond full day’s and ends each one meeting my every need while in these episodes. We’ve come so close to our break point… too close and desperately NEED help! A miracle. Healing. 
Cory sent the big kiddos and me back to Hawaii Thursday and I spent several hours at the doctor and getting lab work drawn first thing Friday… my doctor is amazing and we are confident that he can keep me alive, so coming here was an easy decision.
As we’re finding out more and more… the likelihood of me ever being able to return to Tennessee or anywhere with cold seasons is becoming less and less of a reality.
We need to find housing on the island ASAP. We will likely have another HUGE move ahead of us and the financial stress of all of this is just beyond what we know how to deal with. We are such a close family and being apart like this is not what we want, but necessary until we get some more answers. Thankful God knows… we need a miracle with provision as well… housing, work, moving logistics, help with our Tennessee properties, there’s a bit of a list!😬
For now; that’s our update!
Praise Reports:
Safety for our traveling to Oahu
Getting right into the doctor
Being able to stay at my brothers temporarily
Breath in our lungs and another day to live!
Prayer Requests:
Healing
Housing on Oahu
Work for Cory
Finances
Safety for Cory and Grey in TN
Safety for Dani, Hayden, and Lucy on Oahu
Our Family back together soon!!!
LIVE IT OUT!
XO, Dani
