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Not the miracle we’ve been hoping for…

… but, I believe it was a miracle nonetheless!  I was literally bent over super deep, muddy, tire tracks chalking tires with some rough hewn fence posts, scraping up gravel from the sides of the road to fill tracks and offer traction, kiddos were hauling over more lumber they found, cory was unhooking our tow pickup and trailer and constantly adjusting boards, between trying to carefully ease our big rig out of a mud pit in Ohio.

You see…  we were just stopping at Cuyahoga Valley National Park on our pretty short drive this Sunday early afternoon. We followed the signs to the RV/ trailer parking and that’s when it all went south. Literally; SOUTH. Our motorhome with tow trailer and truck sunk deep down into this grass/ gravel/ very wet mud. There was no stopping it from happening or a quick fix to get us out. We were very stuck and we all hit the ground moving to work together with whatever resources we could find.

It was so great to all be working together and happily at that!  We weren’t in a good situation, but we were working together and cooperating and laughing when we could…  little did we know we’d be making memories of such importance today. We made memories of mud seeping into our tennis shoes, memories of hunting for logs, rocks, sticks, gravel, whatever we could find. We made the kind of memories that we will be sharing with our grand kiddos and generations to come!

Now, jump back to the miracle part!!!  I was bent over scooping up gravel into my makeshift traffic-cone- shovel and asking God to send one person to help pull us out. Cars and trucks and trains and people walking and biking and running were constantly passing us. We just needed one persons help and we were getting more and more desperate for it the longer we were working so hard in the rain and mud. I am not even kidding when I say that I was mid-sentence asking God to send help when I hear Hayden yell… “He’s coming to help us!”  I looked up and sure enough…  there was a family in a giant white dodge truck coming to help us!  We had some ratchet straps with us and together the motorhome was pulled out in about five minutes after praying!

Now I don’t know about you, but sometimes I feel like I’m so busy asking for the one miracle that I think I need most (healing)… That I nearly overlook the ones that He performs for us in the every day moments. You can call it a coincidence or you can call it pure fate… But I know what my prayer was for and how our great God answered in the moment we needed it most!

Jeremiah 32:27 “I am the Lord, the God of all mankind, is anything too hard for me?”

I wouldn’t have hit the road today seeking this sort of a chaotic adventure…  but I’m beyond blessed that we had this opportunity to see God provide!  I loved working with my family, and of course we documented it in pics too…  because I want to remember this answered prayer- miracle forever. God knew I needed to see some good from Him in a season that has been filled with so much hard stuff.  Sometimes I feel like I just need to see Him move. Today God moved for me, not like I expected. But of course in His perfect way!

Psalm 66:19 “But truly God has listened; he has attended to the voice of my prayer.”

I’m continuing to seek Gods healing in my body and family and I’m encouraged today that He does see and hear me. HE knows my every thought. He hears my prayers and He; more than anyone, including myself knows exactly what I need and when!

Hanging onto Hope and Living It out!

XO

Sincerely, Dani

I John 5:14“And this is the confidence that we have toward him, that if we ask anything according to his will he hears us. 

P.S…  We still saw this gorgeous National Park and have arrived safely in Erie, PA for the night!  Onto Niagara Falls tomorrow!

 

Holding tight to what matters!

We all have things we value. Those things we hold dear to our hearts.  I always have my favorites and I’m guessing you do too?  My “fave” list so to speak has changed through the years and of course it did at different stages of my life based on age, if we were married or single, had kiddos, etc…

With Lyme Disease and Babesia, it has made the most drastic changes to date and its one of the reasons I find myself thankful for this season in my life.   You see; with this disease and battle we’ve been facing for a VERY long time now, we’ve lost a lot. And by that I mean lots…  we’ve lost countless relationships, we’ve lost homes (had to sell them), lost sight of dreams once had, lost wayyyyy too many nights of sleep, lost all our things (had to sell them), lost our truck (had to sell it), not to mention losing hair, a body that could get in shape, and so much more.

But I feel like my “FAVE LIST” is sooooo much better now because I can see past all the clutter. I can see in the simplicity of life, and not exactly in the circumstances that I would have ever in a million years hoped for…  but I have new faves. I cherish our family time more than ever before and if you know me then you know how much I already did before all of this.  I still absolutely love a good pottery mug that just fits perfectly in your hand filled with coffee.  I love laughing. I have also realized what an enormous treasure genuine, low-maintenance, pick-up-right-where-you-left-off, simple friendships. We’ve made it an absolute “must-do” on our trip across the country to see those people that mean so much to us and it has been the most amazing and recharging time!  These people are treasures to us. They are such encouraging, fun, silly, laugh with you, cry with you, make you better, amazing to just do life with types of people and we love each one of them!!!

(I always have such good intentions of snapping a pic before we say our goodbyes, but I often forget😬.).

Here are a few of our people that we will continue to keep in touch with hopefully more than before:

Rachelle and Easton: (why are us mommas not in this?)
Storlie Fam: (forgot our group pic😡) Breeden Fam: (forgot our group pic😰) Duncan Fam:
York Fam: Where are those hubbys of ours?  York’s again: My Parents: Buenteo Fam: Underwood Fam:  (again, no group pic)

Regan York and Fam:

LaMonica Fam: Mom and Daddy: Chowning Fam:  (forgot group pic😬)

of course…  my cousins, grandparents, my parents and sisters and Cory’s family too!

and of course there will be more people to hug on the rest of they way…  but these are the ones we’ve gotten to catch up with so far!

Remember to Pack Light and Love Heavy!

Live It Out, Dani

My Parents Were HERE!

I’m lying in bed here in Mt. Pleasant, Texas thinking about what to share with y’all for the evening. It’s been a hard day of hardly making it out of bed because of severe fatigue. The kind that makes it hurt to speak, and you can barely utter a one word answer. Cory drove us over 300 miles from Austin to our RV site here and I rested in bed answering the occasional school question that the kiddos had.  I felt a bit more rested after that and had enough energy to play a game of fooseball with Grey, make dinner and plan school for tomorrow…  it’s the tiny victories for the day that I’m choosing to find joy in.

 

Since we left Oklahoma and the York family we met up with my parents who flew in to see us and we spent a couple fun days in Waco. We checked out Magnolia Farms, and attended the third annual Silobration…  seriously amazing music, great food, and my fave company to boot! 👢. We drove to Austin and spent the next three days with Mom and Daddy exploring the mountain country of Wimberley, went on a short hike, and saw long time friends…  the kinds that are like family and you can pick right back up where you’ve left off.  We had to say goodbyes to my parents yesterday and then drowned our sorrows in some amazing Mexican food downtown Austin. Then to top off our Austin stay, we had such a sweet evening visit from some of our Hawaii ohana!

Somedays our time is filled to the brim with activities, exploring, and friends…  and others are spent driving and hitting the hay early. Tonight I’m thankful for the last couple weeks of friends and family and I’m going to let my body rest extra since that seems to be what it’s begging me for.

Thank you for the continued prayers…  I’m not feeling well, I can’t seem to kick this chronic tiredness, my head hurts often, I’m still gaining weight that nothing can explain, but I’m not going to give up…  I’m praying for strength to keep pushing through and asking God to heal my whole body. I need Him to heal me for our whole family…  not just me. It’s becoming super hard to see how much this is all effecting Cory and the kiddos; but thats for another post at another time😉

Please continue praying for our family and asking God to heal us.

Now, Go LIVE IT OUT!

XO, Sincerely Dani

My only hope is in YOU  Psalm 39:7

PS…  I have lots of pics to post to go with all these activities we did, but I’m having some internet issues😬. I’ll do a picture blog post soon!

The GOOD. The BAD. The UGLY.

yayaya…  we’ve all head that saying before…  I know!  But I wanted to share my life with you. Today has been a super rough one.  This last month has been rough. Don’t get me wrong, we’ve had LOTS of good and joy in it all too. Somedays we’re having to try harder to find the good that others and somedays we want to throw in the towel (me today😬)

MY GOOD:

We’re seeing a lot of this country

We’re together as a family

We are growing as a family in each new day

We have a truck and motorhome that run

We are saved by Gods grace

I could continue on and on and on really…

MY BAD:

Im sick

Ive had three ribs out for over a month now and I’m in horrible pain

I can’t sleep with this pain

My ferretin levels are dropping each day as the Babesia bugs eat it as their sole food source

My migraines are increasing again

Im gaining a lot of weight suddenly with no reason and each pound is so discouraging

I hardly have enough hair to keep my extensions in

MY UGLY:

When I’m this sleep deprived and in so much pain I’m not a very patient or sweet wife or mommy

I need to cover my super silvery roots and take my extensions out…  they are about to fall out they’re so long (I don’t have enough energy to take them out, color my hair and put them back in…  Lucy helps me color and install them)

I am having extremely low self esteem between my weight, lack of hair, no energy to work out, and nothing fitting me

There is no funding for a cure for Babesia

There is no insurance coverage for any treatments to help keep me alive

We have to pay for everything up front with cash

Babesia will stop my heart unless we find a cure before then

We need help financially and are hoping that someday we could have insurance that would help to cover these costs so that we can get treatment faster!  Until then we hang onto the Hope we have in Jesus!

That’s a glimpse of just a portion of my days.  The reality is bleak and yet I know my God is bigger and greater and I’m begging Him to heal me!

Thank you for your continued prayers, love and encouragement.  We need you all walking alongside us in this BeautyFULL Mess.

Live IT Out,

Sincerely, Dani